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Sunday, January 29, 2012

Broken Hearted

Last night I had dinner wit my lovely ex-boss, Fiz. She was a very dear boss, and know a very good friend of mine. The last time we met, it was back in Sept 2011 if I'm not mistaken, and the last picture we took together was end year of  2010. Rambut pun panjang lagi masa tu. Gosh I miss the environment of me and her working together,and how she always treat me for lunch (jimat duit..hahaha). 




Back to the dinner last night. We shared lot of stories. She's having personal problem, which the stress really shows through her expression. Listening to her stories,she make me feel the pain of loosing someone that u cared so much. 

Recently aku rasa rindu pada orang-orang yang pernah ada dalam hidup aku, of course tak semua relationship gonna end with happy ending and resulted we no longer contact each other. And aku teringat pun bukan sebab sayang lagi, cuma they used to be the person that make me feel the happiness and the pain.

There is someone that I really felt the pain of loosing her. Me and her was not in a serious relationship, but the pain was something that I would never wanna experience again. I hate the pain of broken  heart.

Rasa macam gloomy je hati ni...



Friday, January 27, 2012

Changes

I have just deleted my MySpace. I can't even remember when was the last time I actually logged to that page. Used to be known as the sweet smiling Ily Blueberry in MySpace,  and now somehow that sweet girl don't really exist anymore. 

I'm no longer a quiet, shy person I used to be. Experience in F&B actually makes me a very talkative person. And know I am paid to talk. So I talk a lot now. Sometimes the words that I have said may hurt people's feelings.


I have as well discovered a very new hobby : Travel for Food :)




So I have changed a lot, but my feelings,my love towards my precious sayang always stays with me. 


People change a lot, according and adapting their environment. I did.. Did u?